"Little do men perceive what solitude is, and how far it extendeth.
For a crowd is not company, and faces are but a gallery of pictures,
and talk but a tinkling cymbal, where there is no love."
- Francis Bacon
I think its finally started to settle in ... I'm alone! Hence the cool poem above!
Don't get me wrong... Work is going good and only getting better now i have stuff to do and to focus on. The guys i work with are amazing!!! They are funny and ... smart ... kinda hahaha they have their moments but its still not the same. I have friends online and talk to people i am close to but i have no friends here. No one is person. Online is good don't get me wrong... But being stood in fron of someone ... Being able to smell them and see and touch ... Thats what makes the differents. At the moment all that seems to happen is i go to work and then come home... chill... talk to people online ... go to bed and repeat ... yeah i know its only the first week but still its crazy! i think its going to drive me crazy!
But we will see what happens.
CjP x
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