Packing that 12 gauge down your trouser leg is hard work ....
Also packing up 2 years worth of stuff and trying to get rid of the junk you some how managed to collect in that time ...
Not only do i have to pack for moving to Cardiff but i have to pack for the holiday mission around France!
Its not easy .. I worked last night ... Working tonight ... Working tomorrow ... Going Cardiff to pay deposit and the holiday on tuesday ...
Some where in that time i have to get my clothes for the holiday ready, find time to go in to town deposit the £850 i got wrapped in a elastic band in my room, get some euro's and make sure my phone will work in france so i can call my mum and hear from SB about her test results ...
AHHHH stressing !!! It will all be ok this time next month... I'll be free... Working for JnJ, Living in my bach-o-pad and hopefully ... enjoying my self !!!
It really didn't help that when i was tidying my room i found stuff from my ex-gf ...
Really didn't help my head. Makes me think about and miss the good times we had and want them back so much...
Then i didn't know what to do with it ... So its in the corner of my room atm ... I'll prob end up keeping it just for the good times and memories ... but i don't know ... It just messing me up when i think about it .. My head wants to go one way and heart the other ... Its sucks having to be the referee in a fight where there are no winners.
It sucks to be me some times ...
I'll let you guys know how the packing goes ...
said on : 05/07/09 @ 16:41
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